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Just Because.

When I hear her voice it lets me know that she’s still mine.

When we’re arguing at least I know she’s still trying.

I found someone worth going through the ups and downs with.

I’m not ashamed to say I give up when times get tough, honestly because I feel like if I can avoid heartbreak I might as well give up before it blows up in my face.

I know I found someone worth trying for.

I believe in us. 

This may be senseless rambling but I always feel like blogging about her.

I’ve never been the type of girl that was good with words.

&nd I’ve never been good with my emotions. I’m a different me when I’m IN love.

I could go through a million emotions in one day with her. and I’m always hoping at the end of the day we’re just happy with one another falling asleep on the phone together as if we were kids in love.

Being away from someone you love is like taking a piece of your heart and giving it away for them to keep safe.

You never know if they’re treating it with care, If they’re loving it they way you do, and if they’re still keeping it close.

But blind trust is what I have to deal with right now. Shit is harder than it needs to be.

I miss my one and only.

ME.

I think we need to talk,

I miss her.

It’s only been a short couple of days since we’ve left each others side and the days aren’t getting any easier.

I miss her like crazy. I love her like no one else. 

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Her.

.. Before I start this post I wanna s/o my beautiful and strong-minded girlfriend Demetra “D” Moyer. I love the stuffings outta her.

These last couple months have been a rollercoaster all on its own.

But I’ve honestly enjoyed the ride.

Getting to know someone that I never would have fathomed to be this important in my life so soon is scary but yet enjoyable.

I’ve found a bestfriend and a girlfriend.

I love the long restless nights of laying beside each other talking about anything imaginable and laughing at the silliest things.

Over the short time of knowing her I’ve found peace and war…

We’re not perfect … FAR FROM IT!

but I don’t mind searching for nirvana with her.

I will never take back all the sweet things I’ve whispered to her soul.

I hope she knows I’m here to stay.

Forever is never promised. So as long as she’s here. I’m here.

THICK and THIN!

NoONe can break this.

My Sweet Escape.

Tumblr is like my relief from the eyes of my twatchers and stalkers.

*exhales slowly .. 

I love that I don’t have someone hanging to my every word. 

Now don’t get me wrong. 

I don’t mind followers.

Shit, If my blog got recognition .. I wouldn’t mind.

But for now I’m fine with talking to this empty space and clearing my mind.

Not being told that what I may have just posted was inappropriate or “unlady-like” (whatever the FUCK that means)

I love this Freedom.

Not that anyone dictates my twitter or my facebook .. but the constant judgement is to much.

Fuck it , I’m weird and different.. and I damn sure know I don’t fit in your nice box of perfect.

Either you can swallow that big pill , or asphyxiate slowly. 

*shrugs shoulders .. I could care less.

I’m just going to be me at the end of the day. ( :

Me and Her,

She makes my days brighter and my nights worth it ( : I love being with her and she feels the sane

I can’t help but to be happy when I’m with her; she’s the reason for that big goofy smile on my face

We’re not perfect but we strive for it.

I love her. And only her.

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